No more Being in love…
Yes, as you could read in one of the posts, I got dumped on saturday evening. I see that it’s not that clear when ya read the posts, so I’ll write a separate post about it 
This is the first time I’ve been really dumped :P This was my 5:th short term relationship. Ah how I long for the experience of a long term relationship! I’ve done the dumping previously or it has been a mutual decision.
I’ll miss Ola a great deal, since he was the first one I was together with whom I really shared my sense of humor with and who had many qualities I look for in another person. Ah well, now comes the time to let go of all the fantasies of what could have been and yet again put my focus on what I wish to experience in my future!
So there will be a couple of posts about dating in the future, since I’m going to experiment with it after my feelings cool down a bit. I’ll actually start going to gay parties and stuff! Can’t rely on the internet being the only way to meet guys. Only two of my five relationships were with people I first met in Real Life, the rest were via the internet.
Caroline wrote,
So sad.
I really hope the party thing works out.
October 16th 2006 at 17:46 (5:46 pm) — Using
Firefox 1.5.0.7 on 
Ubuntu Linux
Caroline wrote,
Hmm…maybe the smilies came out in the wrong order. Oh well, I guess you get the message.
October 16th 2006 at 17:47 (5:47 pm) — Using
Firefox 1.5.0.7 on 
Ubuntu Linux
Mika Perälä wrote,
Yeah, it’s sad, a strong longing to only be with him resides with me, but that’ll fade in due time, will just have to remember it does!
Hehe! Yeah, I get the message
October 17th 2006 at 08:47 (8:47 am) — Using
Firefox 1.5.0.7 on 
Windows XP
Mari wrote,
Hey, don’t shy away from those sad feelings too soon though, they´ll only pop up in some other way.
Maybe you should tag along to Tinitus on the 28:th?
October 17th 2006 at 20:01 (8:01 pm) — Using
Internet Explorer 6.0 on 
Windows XP
Mika Perälä wrote,
O yeah, I’m very aware of that. So when ever they pop up, I just acknowledge them, and acknowledge that I miss him, I don’t try to change them or do anything with them, just let them be. They’re popping up less and less frequently now!
Awwww! That’s the weekend we have a big meeting in the dojo! DAMN! And I can’t afford it anyway
October 17th 2006 at 21:45 (9:45 pm) — Using
Firefox 1.5.0.7 on 
Windows XP